While my fame was apparent to me 5 years ago, I tried to remain the same. I just noticed that there are people working for me to keep everything in order. That’s why it’s not easy to know the difference.
I found out quite a few things about me that make me cautious when I have to run into people. It is insane to assume everything is normal. I notice that it is not easy to remain calm to some things. I really forced myself to live with the circumstances, and I don’t think that is fine.
At times, I just want to escape everything. Nothing is fine with me. It never will.
I don’t use my money as much as I should. It is ridiculous to remain poor. I hate not being able to be myself and do things as I wish. I restrain myself from my family and the society that I am in, or should be in.
I am not happy.
Sucks.
